so pissed off...tried to download msn messenger twice..twice also failed...damn dulan...my current msn cant c any of the emoticons...so sad...my bf has a lot of nice nice, cute cute and x-rated emoticons and i cant c any of it...how sad...therefore, i tried to install it again...hopefully, it will back to normal again...anyway, im downloadin it now...

school gonna start soon...me dun wanna go to skul...wuwuwu...very lazy ler...hav to wake up early n get ready 4 skul...sumore hav to wear uniform n tie my hair up again...so sienz...anyway, i hav a chauffeur to fetch me to skul hehe...not to say chauffeur la..is my neighbour+ my skulmate...his name is jared...gonna sit his small ''gong jiu'' (kancil) to skul hehe...well, he juz got his car...manual sumore...not very used to it so he is practisin now coz he wants me to arrive home safely in his car lolx...

one thing tat worries me now is my tooth...have been aching for few days liao...doctor said if it continues to ache, hav to undergone operation to take the tooth out...im so sked now...dun wanna go thru tat..sure very pain wuwuwu....

hey peeps....did u guys miss me?haha...i know i din update my blog for quite a long time..sorry peeps...plz 4gif me...

today wasnt my day..quite a lot of things tat made me upset and sad...first,im not going for college d...forced to study f6 but nvm la...i cant b so selfish..havto think of my parents too...dun wanna burden them so much though i really really wanted to go coll very badly..sigh...

not onli tat thing made me upset...got a few too but i dun wan to mention...sad sad...i guess i onli have one best fren now which is myself...no one i can depend on n rely on...so pathetic...wondering why am i so useless...am i not good enough?am i really hard to tolerate?am i very troublesome?am i not considerate enuff?haha...mayb i am...life is difficult.......you will never know wat will happen next though you have planned it...all are empty promises...

bought a pair of socks today to match my new sport shoes...first,mum bought a red sock but i dun like it so change it to white socks...i think its juz like school socks...no difference at all!!!

browse through mara bio paper...wow~~difficult man...i think im gonna flung...two days to read bio n chemist...do u think it is possible?dunno wat to do now...lost~~~

feel very depress now...mum said something tat made me sad...wanted to find someone to talk to now....bf went for dinner addi...later,i think he gonna play gunbound again...maybe it is good playing on9 games...can interact wit all walks of ppl..wont be so depressing like me now....

bought a new long pants today haha....so now,i have new shoes,new shirt and new pants...so happy...u noe...girls like to buy clothes n go for shopping...gonna wear it to c my boy boy when i go kl....hope he will be happy to c me wearing all new clothes hehe

today est paper quite hard eh...harder than school exams n even harder than trial...still hoping can get an A for est...2 more subjects to go n then i will b free...may wan they all said wanna go parade n lepak till 6 after the exam...dun feel like goin coz lazy but i dun wan to miss out the fun while being wit them..then at nite,got bbq at wai keng's hse...cant bliff she invited me though we r not tat close..however,still very happy coz she invited...

still haven finished typing  my curriculum vitae...need it to apply job in Astro..hopefully,can finish it by tomorrow...

happy to find out tat my favourite actress,Charmaine Sheh won favourite tv character of the year in her role as Yee Soon in War and Beauty...so happy now hehe...every year,she sure won an award for her acting...such a talented actress...really adore her a lot!!!!

missing my hunny now...i guess he shud be studying now coz it is his finals addi...hope he can do well in his exam and wish him luckssss....counting my days to kl now..cant wait to be wit him again...long time din c each other addi...wonder how he looks like now...is his hair longer addi?has he became darker or fairer?fatter or skinnier?i dunno...looking forward to find out...one thing for sure....he cant wait to c me too,rite hunny?muax....